Blindsided

Have you ever been blindsided with news that crushes the hope you have worked so hard to collect?

Today, I did. I can't begin to tell you the worries that have begun to accumulate in my head. 

 This song is brilliant because Bon Iver is brilliant. 

There was about 3 hours today when I just had to cry. I felt really helpless. 

Then, I remembered how lucky I am. I remembered my husband and all the hard work he does for our family. I remembered God and His great love for me. I know my life isn't going to be perfect all the time, but God gave me the resources to make it. He is always on my side when I am doing my best. My family is protected, and I will find a way to make it all be okay.